So I have given it a good go.
I breastfed Connor for 4 weeks.
I fed Ella for 8 weeks.
I fed Libby for almost 5 weeks.
I wish it could be a beautiful experience for us, but in reality all it does is make me feel cross at my poor little baby. I don't want to feel cross with her at all, she is too little for that. I just want to enjoy her. After all she is my last baby and I have the right to ENJOY her, not put up with her.
So yesterday I went and spent a small fortune on bottles, formula, and sterlising stuff.
And so the weaning begins. My boobs are screaming now... bring on next feed time! lol
I think I am happy with my decision... :)